On Call...

called up my potential employer just now. i was supposed to start on monday, as requested by the head of department. i spoke to the hr department about it, as i have not heard a peep from their side after i informed them of my availability. should i report to work on monday, or shouldnt i?

so, this is what they told me. wait until i get the letter of offer. dont come in until we call you. ok...so i guess i'm "on call" now. from the way she said it, it sounded like they are in the midst of preparing the letter of offer and i should get it in the near future, as with the phone call to come in. but then, i also have this feeling (the pessimist side of me talking) that i may not get a letter of offer after all. i guess this is where it gets a little confusing, where the department has agreed to take someone on, but the hr department have not agreed to the final terms and conditions.

i'm a bit confused now. on one hand, i'm grateful for the extra days that i get to spend with amir, yet i'm also worried that i may not be needed after all. guess this is "the week before taking the UPT" all over again. i'll just pray for a good news. in the meantime, spend as much time as amir as i can.